Bob Marley in the summer, one love for each other

haven’t felt this shit in a long time, i’ve been here before and i hate. I’m constantly on edge waiting for something to happen and for it to be ruined. It’s probably already ruined if this is how i feel. I just want an older brother to push all the guys away, and my big sisters back to make everything better, and and dad who gives a shit and knows how old i am. I’m so happy i have my mum. I’m so scared about moving schools. How on earth am i going to make new friends with loads of strangers, i haven’t done this since i was bloody 8 years old. Now i’m 16 it’s going to a million times harder. I miss the horses so much.